is he for real?

guess what i saw during lunch today? pierre png, of all people, taking a lie detector test. LOL. these heaven and earth people really have a sense of humour.

i mean, can you imagine what kind of juicy secret they might expose? so i hung on to every word that was said, waiting for that moment......

the only thing that came out was that he thought he's as good looking, if not better looking than brad pitt. ahem, hello?

my time standing around did pay off though, i got a free can of green tea. freebies always make my day during lunch.

how do i not judge myself?

i don't know. i out think myself. i self censor. i dial up the pressure so much i cannot proceed. i get stuck. i doubt myself. i feel worse. i have nothing to say. i don't think i'm good enough. i question myself. i don't know.

perhaps this is why it has to be so hard

silly, isn't it?

you probably don't remember what you did. but for those few seconds i was happy. thank you.

the nicest thing

I wish you couldn't figure me out,
But you always wanna know what I was about.

I wish that you knew when I said two sugars, actually I meant three.


-kate nash

so this is it