Tuesday 22 May 2007

weary insomniac

awoken with a start, in an instant. i assume. i presume. i'm guessing. or at least that's how i think it happens. all of a sudden i'm tossing in bed. my eyelids are heavy but still i check the time.

i will myself to sleep. it just gets worse. one thought creeps into my head and occupies all consciousness. questions arise. i entertain them. i indulge in them. one thing leads to another.

too many thoughts to stay awake. not enough thoughts to fall asleep.

i get up and try to do something, anything to get back into bed. then i realise how quickly time has passed, yet it keeps on ticking.

Tuesday 1 May 2007