how do i not judge myself?

i don't know. i out think myself. i self censor. i dial up the pressure so much i cannot proceed. i get stuck. i doubt myself. i feel worse. i have nothing to say. i don't think i'm good enough. i question myself. i don't know.

perhaps this is why it has to be so hard

silly, isn't it?

you probably don't remember what you did. but for those few seconds i was happy. thank you.

the nicest thing

I wish you couldn't figure me out,
But you always wanna know what I was about.

I wish that you knew when I said two sugars, actually I meant three.


-kate nash

so this is it

farming sentences